Tuesday, April 21, 2009

gilmore girls theme song..

Wanting you the way I do
I only want to be with you
And I would go to the ends of the earth
Cause, darling, to me that's you're worth

Where you lead, I will follow
Anywhere that you tell me to
If you need, you need me to be with you
I will follow where you lead

If you're out on the road
Feeling lonely, and so cold
All you have to do is call my name
And I'll be there on the next train

Where you lead, I will follow
Anywhere that you tell me to
If you need, you need me to be with you
I will follow where you lead

I always wanted a real home with flowers on the windowsill
But if you want to live in New York City, honey, you know I will
I never thought I could get satisfaction from just one man
But if anyone can keep me happy, you're the one who can

And where you lead, I will follow
Anywhere that you tell me to
If you need, you need me to be with you
I will follow where you lead

Sunday, April 19, 2009

blah blah...

The brighter side of life is out there somewhere... all you got to do is to find it!

Not happy, not sad what are we then, gumballs?
(nice one eh? just made that up!)

Life is not a smooth sail... and to tell you the truth i don't want it too be... everything becomes too simple, too predictable.What is the fun in it then? I donno what I want... and I am happy not knowing... lets just say I have a smile on my face, I am not losing my cool so often, I am not picking up on people(well i'm bot being picked on actually), I like this new me... M i new? Can someone turn new? blabbering i guess... but life ain bad you know... nothin happenin... its normal... (and for me that is not normal...) may be it will interesting (in a good way i hope!)

guess i'll just have to wait and watch!

The brighter side of life is out there somewhere... all i got to do is to find it! And I Can't wait!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Monday the 13th

One of the worst Mondays and one of the worst thirteens,yesterday would have been but i have learnt to view the positive side of the picture... i realized somehow someway it isn't gonna be a cake walk... it never is.. so there there is no point thinking how unfair the world is to you? or why it seems to just be happening to you?
if it has come your way you will get over it... so relax sit back... do your bit and if it still doesn't work go have an LIIT ultimate at TGIF like i did! :P

Friday, April 10, 2009

whose pain is graver? your's or their's?

Pain is good... a friend of mine and a dear one at that wrote a blog on how when "Sometimes it really hurts down there in your heart you really feel like inflicting physical pain upon yourself... sorta feels good.. "

I just some how felt a dire need to comment on it...
As i read the first line the first image that actually crossed my mind were images from the very famous book by Dan Brown, "The Da-Vinci Code"(only to find that similar images crossed my friend's mind too)

The character Silas inflicted pain upon himself every time he felt he had done something wrong. It was his way of finding solace, his way of apologizing, his was of begging for forgiveness from God. He went around slaughtering people and came home and prayed for forgiveness.. He felt that if he would inflict pain upon himself it would commensurate his ill doings,soften the God's huge heart and he would be saved of severe consequences...

I beg to differ.. Isn't this hypocrisy?

Did he deem God a fool?

Did he think God would be blinded by his pain and will not see the pains of the people he hurt and killed?

Did he think the pain of those families his merciless killing affected was by any means comparable to the pain he self inflicted on his body, let alone less than his own?

Well in fact he did... that is why he did what he did.

I wonder, isn't it satanic in itself to inflict pain on yourself!
Deriving pleasure out of your own pain is satanic too and it is addictive...

Lets come out of the book and talk about reality... Imagine you are so angry at someone/ something that you cause yourself pain, how will the people you care about/ who care about you feel, seeing you in pain? At this juncture they only know about the pain you feel and they are hurt within but think about it when they really found out it was your doing... what will they go through then?

Its easy to vent out by hurting yourself, being destructive. Rising above the heart ache is what is difficult. The pain in the heart is in fact love, to hurt yourself is not. I don't say be divine and forgive and forget... but i don't think there is a need to do the exact reverse of it either. When you love someone, don't hurt them, and don't hurt those who love you. Your hurting yourself will hurt them more than your physical pain.. And I have nothing to say about enjoying the self inflicted pain.. to me it is sadistic.

Whose pain is graver? yours or theirs?
Think..